March 21, 2008

一个失眠的夜晚

刚才和朋友唱KTV
一直唱到半夜一点
大家都累了、睡了
只有我是醒着的
在这个夜深人静的时候
面对着那张床、那张被子,还有那枕头
空虚得无法入睡
心情很不好,没人陪我聊天
想看戏解闷,也是独自一人
在这个时候
我就会想很多
我会害怕...寂寞
它就像是永远填不了的缺口
烙印在这个夜晚

1 comment:

Amanda said...

loneliness is a terrible feeling.. I felt that most of the time..
I don't have much frens, neither do I have close siblings (or should I say, they'll closer with their bf that they have no time to listen to me)..
I always feel lonely, as I feel that no one really understands how I feel and I am constantly the only one to give and never receive much things back.
It's hard and sometimes suffocating.
Like u, I learn to be strong and tough but do it in the heart,ok.. coz if ur toughness and strongness show on the outside, u'll have lesser frens.. haha..
This's just my theory coz I've been tough and strong and stern and that leads me to lesser frens.. Sigh.. ntg is perfect..
Sometimes, to me, I think, live life simplier, then maybe we'll be happier...
Well only to me lah..