Happy B'day to me~

i'm unhappy since saturday..
really worst..
felt lyk smthg to worry abt
:-*
n today is my b'day
totally don't have such happiness in my b'day

however, de most important is i'm 21 years old now
"adult"--is de word to describe me now
cannot be lyk a small kids
ned to change myself

frenz..wait for my change!!

~~happy b'day to me~~

Life is fun~thanx

fun~fun~fun~
de life full wif fun makes ppl smile
so,y don oways stay in fun?!?
i knw we r hard to control de situation
but we can bring ourself to de fun
avoid from de things tat makes u sad n moody
although der was "her" news make me unhappy lastweek
but it's not taking long time for me
i'm very happy to stay wif all my frenzZ here
especially my housemates n my close frenzZ
i really really happy in tis period of time(i mean after bck to cbu)
skul start omost 3 weeks dy
n i'm happy avday~
we gather to chat
we went to KTV
we went to supper
done de stupid action,lyk de stupid guys
even just a small thing
but,we all stay in laugh ^0^
i'm really happy
thanx a lotzZZ..

i'm taking tis photo quiet when jackson is sleeping in library.good post rite?

change a new post^_^

i thk u knw tis 2 guys..dey act lyk gay..really fun..wahaha~

c wat r dey doing in de shopping mall?

"i'm with Stupid"on de clothes

Archi club Orientation dinner + crazy nite

lastnite was de archi club orientation dinner
de new n old committees gather at dundun's hostel der since 4.30pm to prepare de foods for de dinner
dinner started at 7pm in UCS canteen
after de dinner,some members were going home
n some continue de 2nd round at dundun's hostel
de most crazy things was happened
de ex-president,bernard was suggested to buy a box of beer
after drinking,we were very high
we played de "dare" games
until all were high n crazy
really happy ^_^

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Among tis week
i heard a news abt "her"
now she is studying in UTAS, Aus.
b4 she leave de skul
she comes to UCS to take her documents n certificates
sum1 told me abt tis:
she told lecturers her coursemate bully her in skul
her parent cum to skul also
others?i donno..
i just knw tis is de point
others..my frenz wants to tell me more
but i don1 to hear..
no interest n oso don1 to knw de thgs abt her!!!
my frenz worried,de lecturers wil take sum actions to me
wtf?!?who bully who?who really action??
i accepted i'm sad after heard tis
but just 4 a while
wat to do?lets it go..
no ned to b angry...
no ned to d sad..

depressed..

skul is started
busy for 2 days in skul,n now have a lil free time for my blog
after i knw de subject tat i would take in tis sem
i'm
cz nxt sem will b my final sem
n i only leave 5 subject for next sem (4 projects n 1 exam)
no mood..it'll b very hard for me to take it in nxt sem
so,i decided to change de subjects wif de subjects i took in tis sem
however,it was not not successfully

i'm depressed..

tired saturday

y'day was a tired n busy day~
i woke up in de early morning to car my mommy to buy smthgs
i went out wif yung to have lunch wif oldman n lihong in de afternoon
den,yung n me went to imperial mall searching for kieng's b'day present
i went out wif oldman dem n singyee for dinner at hai wai tian
de foods der are too many n cheap,all of us were very full

actually we gonna meet kieng dem at eastwood to sing ktv after de dinner
but de harmonia was closed
den,de situation bcum blur..avthg is not in decided
finally,we went to SunCity to meet kieng dem 1st

i'm started disappointing n unhappy
no1 gif me a confirmed answer
i donno any decision dey have make,just stay in de car wif singyee
dey go by demself,do de decision by deir own,no1 let me knw de final
jz stay in de car lyk de stupid for omost half an hour
plus de time tat in blur after we all knwing harmonia is closed
wat's going on?!?totally waste my time!!

singyee n me decided to go 1st
go away from tat boring place
cz two of us waiting in car..without any confirmation..
make us felt very tired,we 2 omost sleep

but in d end,
i cant tahan anymore
go out from car wif singyee
2 of us go to NewCentury~
kieng booked a room for ktv singing dy~
singing singing singing
really happy n high until crazy at de back^^
wahaha~~

lastday in office~

actually i decided to cum until Saturday
i really feel tired when i sit in de office
so, i thk 2day is my last day for me to stay in JohnLau office

i ned to prepare some presentation panels
no good mood to do my things
as de boss is on leave on 2mlo n Saturday
so,i decided to do it at home 2mlo n send it to de office on Saturday

in tis 2 months time, i really learn a lots
exspecially de archicad, a new softway for me
it's hard for me to manage it at de beginning
but..now i can use it to draw a 3d house,but not so pro^^wahaha

in tis training time
i realized tat i'm so terrible
my shallow knowledge makes me omost lost in my way
so,i ned more training n practise to get myself back

tis is my target, i wish i can make it

understanding~

my boss checked my drawing just now
he gave comments to me:
i haven't reach de requirement on wat he want
i only pass in tis project,din reach de creadit

i'm missing de following things:-
-de solar energy/power which he required_to present de energy efficient
-de plumbing of water rain collection_as de recycle purpose
-fencing & gate_i only thk of security but not de tropical n natural
-i'm too focusing in landscape(cz i want to present de natural n tropical bah~but seem lyk i'm doing in wrong way)
-i'm nearly out of concept & topic

as he mentioned b4,tis project is abt natural,tropical,resort,relaxing,recycle etc..
but i only present partial of it
he talked to me n lets me knw wat's my problem
i realized tat it's de same problem i faced in skul b4
sometime, i din knw wat my lecturers want
i can't get deir meaning,even i asked n dey explained more n more to me
i can't digest it n thk it in a proper way
or i thk too much,until it's out of topic

thanks to my boss
at least he lets me knw wat's de thgs tat he is not satisfied in tis project
so,when i back to skul,i ned to c my lecturers
to get knw wat's my problem in my previous projects which i had done
learn from it

i really learn a lot at here,especialy Tan who teach me de archicad
i thk i ned to b practise a lot again
de boss adviced me to read a lots of articles
look at de photo in books/magazine,
don't only look at de exterior,look thru de details
he said,it's de most important
i wish i can r'ber wat he said

hehe..i realized tat i have a long time din read de book or magazine
even de newspaper too..paiseh~~
so starting now,i must b more hardworking
if not,sure i'm very "cham" de..

hope tat i can
UNDERSTAND UNDERSTAND UNDERSTAND......

don't blame me..

i sms chatting wif gavin y'day
den,he told me tat 'she' really go to aus.
really?i donno..??

Gavin asked me to view her friendster profile
he said he viewed her profile b4
he said 'she' go to aus dy
n take a lot of photo in aus.

n i try to view her profile by myself
when i search by her email in my friendster list
i realized tat she is not under my frenz list
m i quit her out?or she quit me out?
so,i can't view her profile

i donno it's true or not?
i donno wat's happen?
did she view my blog?
hurt after viewed it? den,go to aus?
or,she doesn't view it? just i'm thinkin too much?!?

sorry..
don't blame me
all because of you
tat's ur fault..
I just want to be honest to myself

i'm leaving soon

hehe..
i'm leaving JohnLau archi firm soon^^
5 and a half days more,i'll b release
i ned take de time for my movie n drama
actually,i have a lots of movies for me in tis h'day
but i don't have time to finish it
b4 tat, i ned totally finish my work 1st
i ned to have a presentation n de archicad drawing is not totally finished
lazy to do it in tis weekend
do it on 2mlo bah~in de office hour
cz i'm tired..

One of the important lessons

bernard n me followed my boss to site just now
avtime when i out wif him, i gain a lot of knwledge
he told us de story of himself
he brought us to site to c de details n constructions
he lets us realized de problems tat hidden in the reality of society
when he talk to us, makes me full wif de motivation to done well in my choice
i wish i can oways r'ber wat he had say
i'm easy thk of gif up avtime, bt i haven gif up b4
i wish i can continue my study n career without gif up
lyk now i'm full wif de energy to do it well
i wish my energy wont disappear
Hopefully~~i can do it..

keep going~

hehe..
finally,i omost finish my works
i use my weekend time to draw it
althrough i wanna gif up sometime
but after i relaxed watching TV / online for a while
den,i get back my energy to continue it
i think de works only left 20% tat i haven't done
ned to ask Tan how to draw o such things
hope my boss wont changing it suddenly
cz i really take much time to finish it

A sleeping day~

i didn't sleep lastnite
after i drive my mommy to market to buy de things tis morning
n after my breakfast
i was sleeping from 9.30am til 4.00pm

really happy~
i thk 2nite i no ned to sleep lo

tired >.<

i'm really tired 2day~
as i oways stay in front of my laptop
click here n der to learn de archicad
my right hand was very painful
lyk de nervous has been pulled
i couldn't sleep well lastnite
n forced to wake up in tis morning to go office for half day
sat down n started to click again
until i off..
really really tired >.<
so tis afternoon after my lunch
i'm watching a movie from 12.30pm until 6.00pm ++
non-stop..
wahaha..
i wan relax..
den,ned to get start to de archicad 2mlo
i'm late in de progress
gambahteh bah~

Change Again!!!

i really really hatezZ!!!
de boss was changing de plan jz a minute b4~
AGAIN?!?!?
de patio i draw it not easily tat day
now ned to be change AGAIN!!
keep in changing n changing..
when can it stop?!?

i really don't have mood to continue my work rite now
actually i wish to go brunei in tis weekend wif ah mui yang n singyee
cz donno "me ye" ppl b'day,der is a h'day on monday
but,i thk i ned to stay at home to finish my work
i'll leaving b4 de end of march
so i wish to finish my work as soon as possible
but now,i have no choice..